I wonder why ... ??

I wonder why... evrything's so strange..
is it the world , or is it me to be blamed ??
is it the reality, or the illusion which is there,
is it the challenge, or the outcome which causes fear.

I wonder why... everything's so tough..
decisions should be honest, or should be a bluff ??
if it is to be true, then why it hurts you ?
if it is wrong... then why ain't i so strong ?

I wonder why... everything's not so sweet ..
why the mornings r cold, and afternoon yells heat.
the actions speaks word.. and words ain't enough..
to be me is tough, acting me is offcourse rough..

I wonder why.. the thought passes by..
let me be true.. no matter if it hurts you,
for this you may find the "real me" in clear view.
let me have a say, wrong be it may...
For this i'l like.. and will never think WHY !!